Okay, some aphorisms to start the day...
Everything happens for a reason...I don't believe this. When something happens, we should take it as an opportunity to make sense, learn a lesson, give it reason...but, it didn't happen for a reason...it just happened!
You're only as old as you feel...I think the only people who say that are those who have never been a sixty something. I feel great, I feel like I'm 17 with 49 years experience...but, try and convince someone else I'm that young who looks at me and sees that I am not 17! You're only as old as others see you. You can be young at heart but don't expect others to see you that way. Act as young as you feel at 66 and see where it gets you...Late mid-life crisis? Just really hard figuring out what it's like to be 66 years old when I never figured out 65...
And, finally, life is about the journey and not the destination...this I do believe and what a journey it has been! Both existentially and literally. Back on the road and what a trip! Especially the snow storm I drove through on Friday. Some of the worst weather I have ever driven through in my life!! White-outs and snow drifting from 20-25 mph wiind gusts!! I love my girlfriend who speaks to me from inside my navigator gps system...I ask her to avoid highways for me and she is so cute, sometimes too cute, and puts me on some really minor roads which only locals know as shortcuts...but, being on Mud Pie Lane in upper western Pennsylvania with winds howling and snow blowing was a bit much. Oh yeah, and let's not forget the deer running out in front of me!! Up and down hills, dales and hollows, twisting s-curves, trucks using lower gears, 20 mph limits...What a journey...but, the boys, Morrison, Ozzy and I showed our mettle and made it to our destination. Is it the journey or the destination? This morning I am writing from Radford, Virginia will be in search of a dog park for Ozzy and a day off the road for Morrison and me. I want to shave my head again and go from full beard I have been growing the past couple of months back to just a goatee. I am feeling scruffy and would rather be on the road looking clean and respectable.
When not faced with adversity, I have seen some really beautiful country.
Still headed to Nashville...
Sunday, January 31, 2016
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Okay!!! The no-plan plan is coming together. Got on the road Tuesday as I had hoped and went to Burlington, VT. Unfortunately, Burlington does not hold the allure for me that it once did. Church Street is EXPENSIVE!!! Wednesday AM I had breakfast at Penny Cluse, a place I used to love, but, two poached eggs, potatoes, biscuit, cup of coffee and tip...$15...$15 for 2 eggs?
Long and short, I find myself in Poughkeepsie, NY with a new RCA Viking Pro 10" tablet which I bought for a little over $100...just what I needed. Compatible with my Android phone, detachable keyboard which I am using right now to write this post. Can word process, surf net, watch youtube...works great so far.
So, spent the morning looking at maps and I have decided to slowly head toward Nashville, TN. Gonna bypass Lancaster, PA, for now, but head there on my return trip, April or May. From Nashville, I think to Asheville, NC to Charleston, SC and then to Lancaster, PA. A good route, I think. Of course, all is subject to change at any moment.
Am reading an interesting book, The Violinist's Thumb, about DNA.
Morrison had a first mileage reading of 22MPG, which is not bad considering the idling we do to warm up in the morning.
Ozzy is doing well, I think he has already figured out we're in travel mode and he likes it. Today we will try and find him a dog park.
All systems go...
Long and short, I find myself in Poughkeepsie, NY with a new RCA Viking Pro 10" tablet which I bought for a little over $100...just what I needed. Compatible with my Android phone, detachable keyboard which I am using right now to write this post. Can word process, surf net, watch youtube...works great so far.
So, spent the morning looking at maps and I have decided to slowly head toward Nashville, TN. Gonna bypass Lancaster, PA, for now, but head there on my return trip, April or May. From Nashville, I think to Asheville, NC to Charleston, SC and then to Lancaster, PA. A good route, I think. Of course, all is subject to change at any moment.
Am reading an interesting book, The Violinist's Thumb, about DNA.
Morrison had a first mileage reading of 22MPG, which is not bad considering the idling we do to warm up in the morning.
Ozzy is doing well, I think he has already figured out we're in travel mode and he likes it. Today we will try and find him a dog park.
All systems go...
Sunday, January 24, 2016
Finally, and happily, the time has come for Ozzy and me to get back on the road. We have been in New Hampshire for about nine months, mostly taking care of business...trying to pay down debt and save a little so that we could get back on the road,
I worked this past summer on top of Loon Mountain selling photographs of mine, and, in fact, actually sold a bunch. Then I taught this past Fall semester at Plymouth State and finished teaching the winterim term just a couple of days ago. I would have gotten on the road this weekend, but because of the major storm south of here I decided to hang around a couple more days and wait for it to be cleaned up a bit before I drove through it. And then I thought I would wait for February 1 to get all of my tax forms, but, then decided that I have until April 15 and whether I do my taxes now or later is of little consequence as there is no good time to pay taxes and only good times to receive returns.
I had a great time teaching this year which really rejuvenated me. Before the fall semester I was thinking to teach just to make the money because I was burnt out and didn't want to go back into the classroom. But, my fall class and winterim class were filled with some of the nicest students I have ever had at the university.
I will be on the road from end of January through beginning of May and then return to the routine of Loon Mountain in summer, and university fall and winterim. Seems like a good compromise as I am financially unable to retire 100% of the time but can make it February through May, which doesn't suck.
I worked a lot, but also got to hang out with friends and students. Saw some really good shows at the Flying Monkey and did a lot of reading. Read about the brain, Homo Sapiens, Mountain Men (Saw the Revenant, which was very good and one of my areas of interest), Kublai and Genghis Khan, blues and rock and roll. Met and made some new friends. But, now it is time for me to become anonymous for a while. Although I do appreciate that there are many people in the area with whom I have great relations, I just don't want to be Jay for a while...a largish fish in a smallish pond.
The van, Morrison has continued to be a trooper...it is inspected with good tires and breaks and, knock on wood, starts up every time. We have parked the past nine months at Tish Hill's "point five" property. Just before Christmas to a couple of days ago Ozzy and I house-sat for a couple of places in Plymouth, the last being a place where I was responsible for the chickens and sheep, which, although cold in the morning, was fun. The past two nights Ozzy and I spent in the van, last night being the coldest, minus 2 degrees, but, with the proper sleeping bag, quilts and blankets we were quite comfortable and honestly, I prefer the van, as does Ozzy, to being inside.
So, we will wake up Tuesday morning and I will make the decision then as to where we will be headed. South, for sure, maybe first west to Burlington, VT and then south...don't know, makes little difference, looking to eventually find lows that hover around 30 degrees. Probably at some point back to Lancaster, PA, Asheville, NC, Charleston, SC and more...and, oh yeah!!! gas at $1.70 a gallon, more than half of what I was paying a yer ago when on the road.
I am going to try and be conscientious about posting blogs, probably on Sundays again as I did last winter. So, I made a short story long, which I am really good at, but, to summarize, we are happy, healthy, still young and resourceful, improvisational and creative, ready for a new adventure. Peace to all. Keep in touch, I still have my campus mail address, my gmail address, my website and can always be reached through this blog. Bon voyage to me, Ozzy, Morrison and to you for whatever journey you may be on.
I worked this past summer on top of Loon Mountain selling photographs of mine, and, in fact, actually sold a bunch. Then I taught this past Fall semester at Plymouth State and finished teaching the winterim term just a couple of days ago. I would have gotten on the road this weekend, but because of the major storm south of here I decided to hang around a couple more days and wait for it to be cleaned up a bit before I drove through it. And then I thought I would wait for February 1 to get all of my tax forms, but, then decided that I have until April 15 and whether I do my taxes now or later is of little consequence as there is no good time to pay taxes and only good times to receive returns.
I had a great time teaching this year which really rejuvenated me. Before the fall semester I was thinking to teach just to make the money because I was burnt out and didn't want to go back into the classroom. But, my fall class and winterim class were filled with some of the nicest students I have ever had at the university.
I will be on the road from end of January through beginning of May and then return to the routine of Loon Mountain in summer, and university fall and winterim. Seems like a good compromise as I am financially unable to retire 100% of the time but can make it February through May, which doesn't suck.
I worked a lot, but also got to hang out with friends and students. Saw some really good shows at the Flying Monkey and did a lot of reading. Read about the brain, Homo Sapiens, Mountain Men (Saw the Revenant, which was very good and one of my areas of interest), Kublai and Genghis Khan, blues and rock and roll. Met and made some new friends. But, now it is time for me to become anonymous for a while. Although I do appreciate that there are many people in the area with whom I have great relations, I just don't want to be Jay for a while...a largish fish in a smallish pond.
The van, Morrison has continued to be a trooper...it is inspected with good tires and breaks and, knock on wood, starts up every time. We have parked the past nine months at Tish Hill's "point five" property. Just before Christmas to a couple of days ago Ozzy and I house-sat for a couple of places in Plymouth, the last being a place where I was responsible for the chickens and sheep, which, although cold in the morning, was fun. The past two nights Ozzy and I spent in the van, last night being the coldest, minus 2 degrees, but, with the proper sleeping bag, quilts and blankets we were quite comfortable and honestly, I prefer the van, as does Ozzy, to being inside.
So, we will wake up Tuesday morning and I will make the decision then as to where we will be headed. South, for sure, maybe first west to Burlington, VT and then south...don't know, makes little difference, looking to eventually find lows that hover around 30 degrees. Probably at some point back to Lancaster, PA, Asheville, NC, Charleston, SC and more...and, oh yeah!!! gas at $1.70 a gallon, more than half of what I was paying a yer ago when on the road.
I am going to try and be conscientious about posting blogs, probably on Sundays again as I did last winter. So, I made a short story long, which I am really good at, but, to summarize, we are happy, healthy, still young and resourceful, improvisational and creative, ready for a new adventure. Peace to all. Keep in touch, I still have my campus mail address, my gmail address, my website and can always be reached through this blog. Bon voyage to me, Ozzy, Morrison and to you for whatever journey you may be on.
Sunday, October 18, 2015
In the course
of my teaching, over many years, and many different courses and curricula,
there are some ideas and concepts which meander through the various discussions
and dialogs. Often I think that I really am teaching the same things in every
class regardless of what department, skills set or academic discipline the
teaching happens to be in.
One idea which
weaves its way through my teaching is one I call “maha leela”. I think that I
don’t necessarily define or describe it as it is traditionally done, but, let’s
not get hung up on technicalities…it is a metaphor, after all.
Maha in hindi
means “great, like mahatma, great soul, maharaji, great king. Leela translates
as “game, or sport or play”, like the plays the thing and we’re all actors. And
so, this great play we call life is a dream of the gods. Our lives are
creations of the gods and we are here to entertain in this great play we call
life. And, the gods are really enjoying themselves, laughing their asses off
really, because they have created the play, put us into it as actors, but, have
not told us what our roles nor what our dialog should be. So we are all just
bumping into one another trying to figure out role and script. What all and any
of us have to figure it out is improvisation. Improvisation…LIFE IS ONE LONG
IMPROVISATION. There are a number of spiritual teachings which come from this:
like compassion and devotion to the gods. We need compassion for ourselves and
compassion for each other because the other humans are having as much trouble
figuring out as you are, I am.
Devotion to
the gods…. If we practice our meditation and service our roles and dialog
should become clear. I have thought long, deep and hard about this as I have
exposed myself and others to the concept. Until last night, I thought the gods
must be pretty cruel to put us into this predicament. Laughing at us and
exploiting our naivete. I had a realization…we
should be thankful for the opportunity and ability to improvise. What a gift!!
In our gratitude we should practice it as much as we possibly can. Must not get
stuck in the mud of permanence but remember that all is impermanent and as such
we must always reach for a more compassionate relationship with others and a
greater understanding of the need and beauty of improvisation. Beware the
dogmatist, beware the fundamentalist. All structures, forms and practices must
be open to improvisation and imagination to be vibrant and open to change.
And now for
something completely different…
It is getting
chilly out there! Into the 20’s last night and looking like 20’s and 30’s for
the foreseeable future. But, Ozzy and I are dedicated to the van and to
teaching at the university through January. (I love my students this semester.
One of the nicest group of first year students I can ever remember having. I am
teaching a lot, because they need to learn a lot, but, they are bright eyed
facing me, showing up, doing the work and making the attempt to become more
thoughtful and understanding of academics and their lives.) I will teach
through this semester and then through Winterim, the January term, after which
I will get back on the road. Arizona has popped up in several conversations
lately and that may be my destination, don’t know.
Ozzy had a bit
of a hard time a couple of weeks ago and needed to be on prednisone. That in
addition to the full moon, lunar eclipse and howling and barking all night of
the coyotes, he was not himself. He wanted to be a wild dog, but I wouldn’t let
him. All is better and I continue to just be so grateful for us finding each
other. He’s such a good dog!
I had about a
dozen people request post cards from me. If you’re interested, send me your
snail mail address.
Sunday, October 4, 2015
Friday, September 4, 2015
We are coming to the end of summer, I haven't posted in quite some time and want to resume my posting this evening.
I have worked at the top of Loon Mountain all summer long, two or three days a week. We have an artisan collective on the mountain where seven of us display and sell our work. I have been displaying a bunch of my photographs and have sold a number of them. It really is a great job where I get to take the gondola up when I work. Great views and often many people from all around the world. I get to practice my French, Spanish, German and smattering of greetings in Chinese and Hebrew. But, I am now burned out and ready for this gig to end. Also, as an employee of Loon, for one payment of $15, I have full access to the Mountain Club, the Loon spa...steam room, shower, sauna, whirlpool, cardio/weight rooms! I love the steam room and have been steaming and showering twice a week for the past month. Not a bad setup for a guy who lives in his van.
I began teaching this past week, back at Plymouth State University. I am teaching one section of a First Year Seminar course entitled, Is Success Synonymous with Happiness. I taught this for eight years and then took a few years to teach my course, Myths, Masks and Identity. Anyway, I'm back at it and at least for the first week I think I still "have it". My students are likeable and appear to want to buy into the program.
With Loon in the summer and teaching a section of a course in the fall, I think I will be able to travel from January through April or May. I am thinking that I would like to go to Europe for maybe six weeks. Of course, the biggest dilemma there is what to do with Ozzy. He and I have become so attached that anything short of taking him with me would be a heartache for the both of us...we'll see what happens. I may just get back into Van Morrison, where Ozzy and I continue to live, parked on Tish's property in Plymouth, at the point five, and travel south again. I would like to return to Asheville, North Carolina and the whole Blue Ridge Appalachian chain from Great Smokey Mountains to Front Royal and Harrisonburg, Virginia. Ozzy right now suffers a bit from allergies, red eyes, lots of scratching of itches. Van Morrison continues to run well, but, I think pretty soon I will have to put money out for oil change, tires and brakes.
I have seen lots of good bands this summer for not a lot of money. I have been sitting in front of the Flying Monkey Theatre in Plymouth and hoping that someone going to the show has an extra ticket which I can buy for cheap. Most tickets from the box office cost from 50 to 80 dollars which is too rich for my blood. But, I have gone to The Wailers ($10), Dr. John($15), Rickie Lee Jones($10), Keb' Mo'(Free, Guest list, met him downtown Plymouth) and tonight I got into Los Lobos for Free, extra ticket someone had and didn't want money for it. The highlight was Rickie Lee Jones, just a perfect show! Dr. John was really good too, his voice and piano playing are as good as ever.
I, also, played some music this summer. I am a busker/street musician at heart and got to play twice at the Plymouth Farmer's Market, without amplification. I strolled and the second outing was joined by Peter Heimlich on banjo and guitar, and Ella Grey on fiddle. It was a lot of fun.
Coming up this week will be the Faculty Art Show opening at the university, in which I have a photograph. I'm liking being back at the university and Plymouth.
Friday, July 10, 2015
Extra, Extra read all about it...
wow, last post was almost exactly a month ago!!
I have been mostly in Plymouth...living in the van (given a name, which I will get to) at "The Point Five" on New Hebron Road. Tish Hill's property. I was laying in the van one night and the name came to me...don't know why I didn't think of it earlier. Been thinking about naming the van because it has really been the third member of the journey. So, we now call the van, Morrison. How much more obvious could it be?!!? A shout out to Schultzy at J&M auto who put Morrison back on the road after spewing coolant out the rear end. (Morrison, not Schultzy.) Fixed up in 20 minutes and charged a minimal amount of money. Other than that, Morrison runs well.
I have been working on the top of Loon Mountain at the Artist Village where about six of us contribute work to the gift shop. I took some pretty good photos on my journey and have been printing, matting and framing them and actually selling some!! (If you go to my timeline on Facebook, you will be able to see many of them.) Many people have made very positive comments about them and over the past two weeks I have sold about a dozen photos. I am printing them from a computer I bought, Dell 380 Desktop with Windows7 for $160 from the university. All in all I have made about a $350 investment which has been slowly but surely returned through sales. I am pleased. It really is hardly like working...I mostly schmooze all day long.
I also put together a website for myself www.ozzymozkowitz.wix.com/jaym and business cards. Please, take a look. Did it all by myself and am proud of it.
Also, after saying that I did not want to teach again I have decided to return to the classroom in the Fall to teach one section of First Year Seminar, Is Success Synonymous with Happiness? I think this will set up a good new pattern for me...work on the mountain in summer, one section of a course in fall and then back on the road January through May. Money from the university along with the mountain and social security will be the perfect amount for me to continue my journeys.
We have been parking at night in the National Forest when not at The Point Five so we are closer to work at Loon and don't have to use so much gas to commute. So, all in all, things are looking pretty good.
Ozzy is happy and healthy, if a bit bored now that much of my time is spent at Loon. He was going to work with me but the bosses put the kibosh on that. Too bad. A lot of people have asked for him as he is the real celebrity of the two of us. I have put photos of him in the shop and people all have their dog comments to make.
I will try and return to my habit of fairly consistent blog postings...
wow, last post was almost exactly a month ago!!
I have been mostly in Plymouth...living in the van (given a name, which I will get to) at "The Point Five" on New Hebron Road. Tish Hill's property. I was laying in the van one night and the name came to me...don't know why I didn't think of it earlier. Been thinking about naming the van because it has really been the third member of the journey. So, we now call the van, Morrison. How much more obvious could it be?!!? A shout out to Schultzy at J&M auto who put Morrison back on the road after spewing coolant out the rear end. (Morrison, not Schultzy.) Fixed up in 20 minutes and charged a minimal amount of money. Other than that, Morrison runs well.
I have been working on the top of Loon Mountain at the Artist Village where about six of us contribute work to the gift shop. I took some pretty good photos on my journey and have been printing, matting and framing them and actually selling some!! (If you go to my timeline on Facebook, you will be able to see many of them.) Many people have made very positive comments about them and over the past two weeks I have sold about a dozen photos. I am printing them from a computer I bought, Dell 380 Desktop with Windows7 for $160 from the university. All in all I have made about a $350 investment which has been slowly but surely returned through sales. I am pleased. It really is hardly like working...I mostly schmooze all day long.
I also put together a website for myself www.ozzymozkowitz.wix.com/jaym and business cards. Please, take a look. Did it all by myself and am proud of it.
Also, after saying that I did not want to teach again I have decided to return to the classroom in the Fall to teach one section of First Year Seminar, Is Success Synonymous with Happiness? I think this will set up a good new pattern for me...work on the mountain in summer, one section of a course in fall and then back on the road January through May. Money from the university along with the mountain and social security will be the perfect amount for me to continue my journeys.
We have been parking at night in the National Forest when not at The Point Five so we are closer to work at Loon and don't have to use so much gas to commute. So, all in all, things are looking pretty good.
Ozzy is happy and healthy, if a bit bored now that much of my time is spent at Loon. He was going to work with me but the bosses put the kibosh on that. Too bad. A lot of people have asked for him as he is the real celebrity of the two of us. I have put photos of him in the shop and people all have their dog comments to make.
I will try and return to my habit of fairly consistent blog postings...
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